SIGRID WHO? ♥ A sixteen year old, good-for-nothing, flawed girl who spends her life all laid out; livin’ the innocent life like that of a five year old kiddo, who only needs a lollipop, icecream or a bar of chocolate to make her happy, who finds comfort on hugging bears on her gloomy days, who chases each butterfly she sees in a garden, who easily gets wowed by simple moments, who appreciates every little thing you do for her and who thinks that the world she lives in is beautiful. A girl who once dreamt of being a princess, believed in fairytales, and waited for her prince but came to realize that she has to face reality. An admirer of a bunch of cool and talented celebrities, esp. Elmo Moses Arroyo Magalona (she dies a little inside each time she sees him♥) A sucker for sweet talk, easily fooled and tricked by sweet nothings and pretty little lies. An average college student, who doesn’t always excel, who sometimes hates her studies but also learned to value them. A mindless dreamer who views life in a bright, hopeful way despite of this world’s imperfection; one who does and goes after what she loves and believes in. ♡
but I don’t know if you’ll ever like me back for I don’t think that I’m your type. I’m clumsy, I’m ugly, I have low self esteem, I lack confidence, I’m not like other girls. I don’t want to hold on to that hope that you’ll like me too someday. I bet other girls like you as well and I think you’ll never take notice of me. I’m just another girl, head over heels in’like’ with you.
First Love is always the hardest to let go. They’re hard to get over, because it’s OUR FIRST. The first person you loved, the first to date you, and love you back. It leaves an impression in our hearts. But time heals all wounds. It is very normal for you to be feeling like that. Men are very hard to read at times as well as women. Your 1st love happened, now something better will happen, just wait. Just give it time until you’re ready and have moved on, it’ll get better.
